For Someone weird

Merasa terasingkan?
Hmm mungkin iya, karena setiap saya ingin bergabung dengan mereka maka aku bagai diasingkan atau lebih tepatnya diabaikan. Gak ada yang menginginkan keberadaanku. Menyedihkan bukan? Hello to myself.. heh~
Gak penting memang ini postingan, hanya ingin menumpahkan segala unek-unek saja.
Aku benar-benar tidak habis pikir dengan orang itu, kata-katanya kadang seperti tidak melalu proses etika dan sebagainya. Memang tidak kasar atau jorok tapi tetap terdengar sangat tidak enak. Membuatku enggan untuk sekedar bergabung jika ada dia disitu. Menjelekkan orang lain yang padahal kalau dilihat dia tidak lebih baik dari orang yang dijelekkan. Bisakah untuk menghargai orang lain? Paling tidak diamlah jika memang anda tidak suka atau perbaiki kata-kata anda!
Terkadang anda juga suka hey jangan berlaku A jangan berlaku B taoi kenyataannya anda sendiri juga melakukan A dan B tersebut. WOW for you! INTROSPEKSI PLEASE!! Anda juga sering melakukan hal-hal yang anda cela tersebut!

Father

Ini translate dari lagu Btob dengan judul father yang aku suka bgt liriknya. Spesial buat ayahku tercinta :) I Love you my father :*

Father

 

His lonely back seemed so unfamiliar
I just watched him as he walked along
And tears just formed
So I just cried
Because I hated myself for not knowing all this time
Because he always pretended to be calm and smiled
Because he always pretended to be strong in front of me
I didn’t even think of it
I thought I would never see it
So I didn’t know about his lonely back
I didn’t know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else
But I didn’t approach you
Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much
I love you forever
My father
After watching him for a long time
I ran to him and just hugged him
I wanted to just cry
I wanted to cry in his arms
Because my gratitude toward you was so sad
I didn’t know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else
But I didn’t approach you
Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much
I love you forever
My father
You pretend to feel better after letting out a deep sigh
I can see your invisible tears
You don’t cry over your scarred heart
With the painful wounds
I made those scars but why do I keep blaming you?
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
Now I will embrace you, you can lean on me
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
You are forever a high sky to me
Your beaten hands, your wrinkled eyes
Your lonely back, I’m not used to any of those
Maybe that’s why I was like that, that’s why I hurt you
Even your turned back seems
Like baggage that I left behind
I haven’t done anything for you
I haven’t given anything to you but
These are the words I wanted to say so much,
I love you forever
My father